It's Quitting Time

Damn this sleeping pattern. I was so tired last night I hit the hay at 9pm but didnt sleep til past 10pm. It's the second night in a row where I have woken up in the middle of the night to take a pee. Usually comfort puts me right back to sleep but that was 1 hour ago and since then I have woken, turned my Art Deco lamp on, drank water, whatsapped and turned on this computer to blog.

I have a head ache. This is the first time in months... oh wait, I take that back, the last time I had a headache was on my first shift at Hightide when I learnt you cannot take more than 10 steps in one direction working within the company. Although this headache, along with my unhappiness, could be due to me sleeping with my hair partially wet. My newly pierced ears dont make sleeping on my sides any easier and sleeping on my back aggravates my headache.

Lately I seems like I've been complaining and whining a lot. I'm usually not that sort of person. In fact, my positivity has gotten me this far at Red Rock. And so what if I complain a lot about this? It fucking sucks.

I have work at a new venue in a few hours, 7 to be exact. I thought I'd turn up to work today and afterwards see Phonda to tell him that I quit. But Im thinking about calling up the duty manager right now, as the duty manager phones are manned 24/7 and tell em I'm quitting right now. Then perhaps tell Phonda later via telephone out of respect for him and the company.

Hi,

My name is Jennifer. I'm new to the company, I've been training for almost 2 weeks but I'm ringing to let you know, I realise this job isnt for me. I have a 10am - 6:30pm training shift at Plonk today so I wont be coming in today or the rest of the week.

I have two other jobs. I've spoken to Phonda about this on a few occasions and he made me realise I can't juggle all three jobs. I want to dedicate my time to the two other jobs I have.

Thanks for the opportunity I met some nice people.

I must gather up enough courage to make this phone call. I am a coward. I keep putting this off. I bet when I make this call my headache will disappear and I will instantly fall asleep as the weight off my chest has been lifted.