Happy and Excited

i must stop being obsessed and fixated on beautiful things.

Beauty is a cruel mistress, is it not?

its my last night in Paris and im so excited for many reasons.

1. looking forward to Dubai
2. need heat
3. rather a place where they speak english/don't worry about offending anyone
4. want to feel like home with Sheila
5. im ready to move on to another place
6. i have thought of my tattoo plan.

number 6 is a main reason. i thought of it when i was talking to Steve on facebook. talking through ideas to people usually helps in developing more. here is my plan: i aim to get my entire back tattooed, but not all at once. thats too scary - i might regret that. so, ill do it bit by bit. every year ill design a tattoo that will is symbolic of something that happend that year. it might remind me of a holiday i took, or a valuable lesson learnt, or a reminder of personal development, or achievement - it could be anything. that design will be tattooed on my back. every year there will be another, they will all be tattooed next to eachother and the style will be the same - maybe thinking sillhuotes / patterns. the tattoos will be small in size about 5 cm max that way, ill remember every single year of my life! i can point them out to people, and tell them a story, my memories will be with me everywhere. its like that movie where the guy has a memory problem so he tattoos facts onto himself to avoid being cheated by people. gangsta. style: something that can be applied to all sorts of images/words, universal, simple, can be repeated and still look good on a grand scale, can be distinguished from the other tattoo designs/make each tattoo appear separate but still united,

• silhouttes (really? chunks of black and white? would like some tone)
• cursive/natural floral patterns (art nouvuea, could possibly be the answer)
• fill white spaces with pattern..
• geometric shapes

colour: mostly black and white, perhaps a few coloured high lights of teal, blue, purple. im so fucking excited. i need to start asap. who knows how long i will live :)

Michellanecous photos taken in Paris:

Over the River Siene

The first time i laid eyes on the Eiffel Tower

Through the windows of Tokyo something fancy resto

it was sparkling, as if does every hour

it was amazing, i really was in paris

My first photo with ze Eiffel

To the Eiffel Tower!!

Toilets and taps at the Toyko something fancy resto

They loved me because i ordered dessert and asked for toilet directions in french.

je voudre la pavolva si'vou plea

ou sonh le toilet si'vou plea