Tis the last day of my midsemester break, there is only 1 more day til hell begins. i dread these upcoming projects it will be full on i hope that i can take it. its 6:31am and i am still awake. its probably because i woke up at 5pm the previous day. my muscles are aching today, in particularly my calf muscles. its from tippy-toeing too much at work - curse my vertical disadvantages!
ive stayed home all day on the computer, ive tried to be productive today but its just not happening. here is the definition of productiveness:
- what enhances my well-being
- learning or planning for the future
- building something phsycial
its been almost 2months and i have not spoken to my mum. she is, as they describe the relationship between serial killers and their parents, a 'malevolent stranger' and the relationship is 'nonexistent'. it benefits me, i am happier this way. i don't get nagged and told wat to do, and whats even better - i dont get put down in a psychological or emotional way. yay!
there are many bad things about being nocturnal:
- vitamin D deficiency makes me depressed
- vman and friends fall asleep when i wake up
- i am lonely
- there is no where to go except stay in my room
- its very cold everywhere else but my room
- i feel somewhat guilty and unhealthy of my sleeping pattern even though i think i eat, drink, sleep the same hours as i would if i wasn't nocturnal.
i am not making enough money to support my anticipated spending sprees in paris, london and dubai. help me generate intelligent money making schemes other than trying to produce a money tree where the leaves of the tree are $100 notes - not because they are the highest singular form of money and i am greedy but because $100 notes are green :) and leaves are green. i dont want blue, purple or yellow leaves do i??
tupac says 'here we go turn it up hey!' he's so gangsta. i wonder if i was gangsta, would i still be scared of the future?
i watched Sin City twice today. i love the movie, i love the characters, the graphics, the script. they are so cool. i aspire to be as cool as them one day. not caring about self distruction, or safety, or what will happen next and STILL walk with an air of confidence. amazing, people of Sin City are amazing. sometimes i wish i was as pretty as Jessica Alba, but then i wouldn't want her bad acting skills. and then i wish i had a husky voice like Brittany Murphy, but wouldnt wanna look as scummy as her.
a rebel without a cause. my favourite part of the movie is when jessica alba and bruce willis finally kiss. my fav character has got to be bruce willis, i love my quiet and humble heros who arent always the main characters. another example is Samwise from the Lord of the Rings. if everyone in the world was a quiet and humble hero to one person, then the world would be a better place.
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