Reluctant

Day 2. I start work in 1.5 hours I'm still in bed. I don't want to go. Helen said to do it for the moeny but worked out I'm getting paid less than jwow after taxes. Shit. Thanks. Then consider expenses such as petrol, daily parking and my standards and mental health that is being eaten away slowly but surely. I haven't taken a step onto this today, but I have decided to go in hating the world and allowing opportunities to make me quit sooner. I have low expectations. I have hit rock bottom and nothing can hurt me. No. It's not that bad. Red Hot Chilli Peppers - I Could've Lied