Ouch. My Pride.

I think I just embarrassed myself today. I think I'm trying too hard. I look desperate. It's hurting my pride. And will eventually be the death of me if I push through. Why the fuck do I try so hard with other people? Throwing myself against a brick wall. I know what that feels like. UGH. I'm so stupid. Interviews lined up: Bartending job at Rydges Hotel Melbourne Casual Sales Assistant at Myer Melbourne Time to rake in this cash.