All I Want Is Yesterday

Ebay listing making that money. I keep thinking of yesterday. I had fun because the whole day i was in the city with friends. I meet up with Joel, James, Chris and Yao at Trunk. But i didnt eat anything, I was being good and saving $$ :) I followed them back to jwow for a bit and helped out with putting together the new bar stools. then i caught up with Tom, one of the dudes I meet our Parisian Hostel in Montmartre. It was good fun. Meet up with him on the steps of the State Library then went to eat Chicken Katsu Bento box at Ramenya for happy hour! woo $6.50 Tom had his first japanese rice/green tea. he said he liked it. then we went to check out Pony Fish Island had a few drinks. I got tipsay. I drink heaps while i work at jwow but never get tipsay, but when i drink and NOT work i get tipsy easier. i now understand if i drink and work out, i sweat out all the alcohol - thats why i dont feel it. I only needed 4 standard drinks yesterday. I liked the place we went. It was my first time. The crowd was a young, artsy kick back crowd. Even when the business people started coming in they were also very kickback. drinks werent too expensive, an average of $8 and $10 for top shelf spirits. Pony fish Island is located beneath the pedestrian bridge on the yarra, on the small land that supports the bridge. we were level with the sea and watched the private school kids practice their rowing.

The Yarra River at sea level

Tom and I spoke about our past, family and more importantly our near future. We were both technically unemployed and wanting to move inner city. We both needed money hehe. He stood guard at the toilet door for me since it didnt lock. Tom had to leave for dinner in camberwell. What was I gonna do? I stumbled light headedly all the way to Jwow hoping to catch the guys still there and wanting to have fun. except the lights were down and no one was there! i had keys so i let myself in, intially to get my bags but decided to log on facebook and see whos up for a late night, last minute kickback. Yay! there were people and friends wanting to kickback. I headed over to Carlton to a friends house and kicked back there for a couple hours watching The Apprentice (Australian) and listening to music. They were making pies on The Apprentice and man i felt like pies. I was worrying about all the homeowkr i had lined up for me. I was also worrying about how the fuck i was gonna get home at 12am when the last trains and buses stopped ages ago. Ate was in the area and conveniently picked me up on her way home from soccer in Bulleen. i kinda ddnt wana leave. ive got much work and homework to do but al i want is adventure. I wanna live in a fantasy world. I like to ignore the things i have to do, lie down and imagine the things i want to do. anything is possible so if i want this fantasy world bad enough i might just get it. i like to dream about things, i like to create the perfect scenario in my head, plot out the moves to get there. i like to relive the moment in my head again and again. so when the opportunity comes next i will know exactly what to do. but perhaps i will be too afraid when the time comes, coward. the things i dream of doing are not part of my comfort zone.... i wish i didnt have all these things holding me back - psychological things. its all in my head. theres really nothing stopping me from doing what i want. i want to get a nose piercing. im also thinking to get a filippino tribal sleeve on my arm, just like bentot. it wud suit me since i wear a lot of singlets and my arms are skinny. i love exposing my shoulders, collar bone and neck. i think a sleeve would compliment my body. this is all impulsive thoughts by the way.