Jwow at 3am

It's almost 3am on this Thursday night and im at Jwow all by myself. earlier today i was at highpoint, then made my way via train here into the city. I shouldve taken the last train home but I was having fun hanging out with James, Joel, Aaron and Buzz Light Year who were smoking heavy Cuban Cigars and drinking Olorosso Sherry at Match Bar. The smoke got into my clean hair and clothing! But it was fun, because the sherry tasted yummy. And now I want some more. Anyways, vman finishes work at 3am. He works about 10 minute drive away from the city so he will pick me up. I feel guilty when he picks me up. I rely so heavily on him when im out late in the city :( i wish i could make it up to him. So today ive cooked him some yummy jwow pork suimai with a large cup of chink vinegar for dipping sauce - just the way he likes it. I hope he's not as bothered about picking me up as I think he is =S I start work in 12 hours. I gotta go home, wake up early, cook palabok then head into the city for work at 3:00pm. Then on saturday morning i have to wake up early and buy Sangria ingredients, then head off to Ate's house for her celebratory bbq (and mums bday as well). then i gotta head into ze city again. I've got a full on two days ahead of me. im anxious, restless but tired. and i feel like something BIG is about to happen. im thinking about my near future and its uncertain.