Dizzy

Ever since i came back from my holiday i want to have fun, go out, meet new people and do different things. my life is usually spent cooped up in my bedroom and in front of this computer. when im not at school, working at Jwow or homeworking, i am at home wishing i was out somewhere. i would like to go out with PEOPLE and not do things alone but it seems my people are either busy with family/bf, working, homeworking, too tired, have no money and blah blah blah. ive been out to the city by myself because there's no one to go out with.

but i feel vulnerable going out by myself, even if there is no reason to feel so. i worry about where i should eat, where i will go, how will i get home, where will i rest when i get tired.. Yesterday wasn't going to be one of those days.

I woke up at 2:30pm after a restless night (i ended up sleeping on the floor at 7:30am). i msgd my workmate so we could kickback since i missed out yesterday. we ate dumplings in the city (prawn and spinach yum!) then headed to Rooftop Bar for some drinkies. its was such good singlet weather, about 30degrees. we drank vodka, lime and & lemonade to compliment the weather. and also Red Sangria - quite strong. and finished it off with Slo Gin and Lemonade.

We headed to Match Bar where our manager from Jwow was working. it was trippy to see him behind the bar. We had a Gin and (orange) Juice with a slice of fresh orange and a Vodka and Cranberry. yummyy.

We met up with a few friends then headed to Loft Night Club where my friend was DJing. I never knew sneaking a bottle of Gin and orange juice was so easy if u walked in with the DJ. usually they search your bags and pat you down, but we all breezed pass the security guards for free. there was absolutely no one in the club. NO ONE. it was 10pm which i thought was when people rock up - apparently not.

After Loft, they all headed to Brighton Beach to kickback. there was a welcomed cool change by this time and it felt so nice to be by the beach.

i ended up getting home at 4am - dizzy from the mixture of alcohol and second hand smoke. And vman's cut at me because I went out with all boys. He's decided we should break up.