Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Last Day of FREEDOM

Its only kicked in now that a semester of stress and insecurity starts tmrw. I dread feeling inadequate and compared amongst talented design students and the pressure to be better than your previous designer you.
Here are some things that I'm stressing about:
  1. Being in Anthony Elliott's Packaging Class (I hate him, and i hate packaging. means ill do shit. i really hope i dont fail)
  2. Going to sydney for the weekend with Ate and Sheila. not that i dont want to, i LOVE sydney but that means ill have to request another day off next sunday from work. Kirra might hate me. I havent been helping out with shifts, i go back to uni and this weekend ill be busy in Springy for the wedding. so this week i have no shifts at all. i dont want her to think bad shit or that im lazy or that i dont wanna work there anymore.
  3. That i have cancelled makeup and hair with Huyen. This will stress out an already stressed out lyndon.
  4. That i have requested that Vman will come last minute to the wedding after telling lyndon he is not coming. Sorry for the trouble! >.<
  5. MONEY i dont have enough of it. especially im only working one day a week and none at all this week, that means i can only rely on my savings i promised myself that i wudnt touch it >.<
  6. UNI i hate my course. im doing the subjects i failed the previous semesters. i feel thre is more pressure on me to do well.
  7. VMAN "relationship problems cannot be solved by talking"
Here are things on my To Do list that make me feel anxious:
  1. Take Sheila and Tita Grace out on my free days which are Mondays, Wednesday and Sunday. take them to Old Melbourne Goal, Eureka, Melbourne Zoo and the Aquarium. must find discount vouchers for them too. should be floating around somehwere
  2. Clean my fucking room. its a mess and i need some way to organise where to place my clothes after wearing.
  3. Be a bartender before i have to refresh my RSA certifitcate. arghhh
Anyways, listing all that shit makes me feel better. now i can see them on paper and feel that i can handle them one by one and tick them off as i go. Lets talk about today.
So I was meant to meet my cousins at 11:30am at Flinders this morning. but being me, i cannot wake up earlier than i have to for work. So i ended up meeting them at 3pm at Costco. Ive never been to costco before so it took me about 30minutes walking around docklands, 3 tram rides, 1 incorrect directions from 1 stranger and 3 correct directions from another 3 strangers. I got to costco to find a massive warehouse. It didnt make me feel like shopping at all =( 
After doing a lap of the place to get the jist of it all, we walked through Harbour Town were I scored some massive bargins at the shop called TEMPT.
Denim-like leggings with a Tracksuit-type elastic at the top $14.99
And this silky floral patterned dress for a low $9.95
I ended up wearing the leggings later on in the day because after getting at Grill'd (my fav burger joint, Mighty Melbourne all the way!) my tummy just got too fat and my poor hip bones cudnt take the bruising from my super tight black jeans that once fit me. oh, and thats another thing on my To Do/stress me out List:
  1. LOOSE WEIGHT
Here are the family snap shots of the day, these were taken on our walk along the docks at Docklands.
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