Its been a while since ive felt like this. How the fuck did I let them do this to me? When did they hold this much power over me?? how dare they!
Impulsive things to make me better:
throw glass on the floor
throw things in the bin esp. associated objects
sell things on ebay
have someone punch me
go for a night drive/walk
design/create something
book a holiday
start other fights
look for other things that will make me feel as worse
ted.com for fuck you im famous stories
now every other thought of you disgusts me. I feel dirty.
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