Pokey

Anzac Day eve. This weather so shit wet rainy and windy that I would not leave the house unless I was somewhere warm. It was only gonna get worse during the night so fuck going clubbing. Plus i was poor, so very poor.

I went home and changed into my onesie. I love it. I wish I could wear it everywhere. Except I bought a size too small and the buttons pop from the chest downwards. Awkward.

I go over to phuongs house. I am third wheeling with her and Josh on her bed under her blankets. We pretty much watched games of thrones from 10pm to 5:30am starting from episode one to four skipping to 10 and then starting season two when Ace arrived. We sat around the dinner table and opened up a Games of Thrones forum. 'So Ace, who is your favourite character and why? Provide and example' and 'We've all chosen which characters we are, who would you like to be Ace?'. Phuong and I would ball up our fists and chant 'Games of Thrones! Games of Thrones! Game of Thrones!' at each title screen.

I had two mei go reng's for a midnight snack thanks yo phuong who cooked it and about 5 cups of green tea. I used the same tea bag so by the end of it I was just drinking hot water. I dreaded the moment I had to pee because I had to take all my clothes off (wearing a onesie) and theres no colder room than the toilet. Well, perhaps the laundry.

That night I went to sleep dreaming about death, loyalty and honor. I also dreamt of my dead rabbit. She was alive this whole time just at my dads house. Papa said angrily to me 'you don't take care of your rabbit anymore!' I looked at Pokey, she was ugly with wet curly fur, covered in poo and buldging yellow eyes because I had neglected her :( Ohh baby I'm so sorry I didnt know  you were alive!! I cuddle her to my chest despite how terrible she looked and how much she stank like shit. I cleaned her cage and shovelled all her shit out. It went all over me but I didnt care beacuse I just wanted the job done. I still feel bad that she died.

We were roaming around the city aimlessly again today. I stopped by the pet shop. I saw a couple of pugs chewing on some pigs skin being cute. A beautiful siberian husky roaming his pen. Rabbits who crawled over each other... rabbits... so cute. I stuck my finger through the cage and stroked one with my finger tip. It was so soft I couldn't even feel it. My eyes water up when I see cute dogs or rabbits. I leave when that happens. I want a pet so badly. I dont think Ive wanted something that bad before. I will definitely consider a pet dog or at least another pet rabbit when I come back. I want a playful, intelligent and medium to large sized dog so I can train and wrestle with. Ideally I want a direwolf but they only exist in the Games of Thrones. So next best thing is a British Bulldog to remind me of my love of London, except one of those babies are $3k. I dont want a fluffy dog. I dont want hair everywhere. I'd be a good owner. When I had Pokey, I would give up hanging out with my friends/drinking and come home early so I could play with her and change her food/water.

My mum was in hospital for a bit yesterday because she had fractured her foot on a misplaced step. I heard she's in cast and crutches. I should go visit her. Her and papa are planning to go to papa's home town in Philippines, Bicol. I WANT TO GO! Ive always wanted to go since the first time I visited when I was four years old. I remember how much fun I had, going back to his home on the farm was a massive adventure for me. I saw things and question things like never before and I'd love so much to go back with a mature mind and learn learn learn. Plus, papa will never let me go back to his place without him or a trusted escort. Now is the time. Return tickets to Manila is a petty $700 via Royal Brunei sooo cheap! Thats for the first three weeks of September. Will I go and risk all the fights and frustration going with my mum and dad??

Another holiday planned is a U.S.A. trip for the month of November with ace and phuong. tickets Melb>NY>LA>Melb are only $1.6k via United Airways. Oh god. I want to go! I'd make a stop over in Texas to visit my Tita Grace.

My holiday to Seoul, Taipai, HK and Macau comes in 9 days 4 hours and 30 minutes. I know this because I have a widget that counts down on my computer. Imagine I take all the holidays I'd love to take this year. I would be gone on four holidays. I would have visited about 7 cities and taken 3 months away from work. Hahaha. fuckk I wanna do it. Id sell (most) of my shoes for the opportunity to travel! :D:D