Sunday, April 15, 2012

Fuzzy Teeth

What I want I need to have. I spent over $600 this week on shit I want, not including alcohol/food/travel/daily living expenses. Getting what you want comes with consequences. Everytime I work at Myer I'm so tempted to try and buy shoes. You dont know how lucky I am to walk away without a pair of shoes. I am scared to check my bank balance and I'm always prepared to pay on credit when my savings card declines.

American Apparel
Green skater dress (I've already got it in black but like I need it in all the colours)
Black Turtle neck sleeveless crop top
Navy blue tshirt crop top
Gun metal disco pants

Myer
T by Bettina Liano faux fur bikey vest
ZIggy cropped denim jacket

Ishka
Sterling silver minimalist thick band ring
Black/silver twisted snake/wired necklace

Asos
Orange parachute joggers
Gold spiked ear cuff
Black skinny stretch pants
Navy blue sleeveless cropped shirt


I'm not normally a big spender. I think im thrifty but this week I bought all first hand stuff. I was buying because new possessions make me happy, I've had an up and down week. However, i didnt feel better about myself after all my purchases. If I cared about money right now I'd feel even more like shit. I think ive finally become immune to retail therapy.

An appointment has been booked for my first tattoo ever. May 17th thursday 2012 at 3pm at Star Crossed Tattoos in Kowloon, Hong Kong is the day and place. The tattoo will be from elbow to armpit, on my inner left arm. Vman says the closer to the armpit the more it will hurt. Plus being the inside of the arm it will fuckingkilllikefuckingshitballs. He knows, he's got one there. So Ive been slapping, punching, scratching, pinching whatever that area to condition my skin and kill all nerves. I'll be fully prepared. I've also gotta be prepared for when my parents disown me from the Sato Family.