Daily Harden The Fuck Up Juice

I'm in the process of letting go something that I've wanted and dreamt about for so long. Like a heroin addict spending her first night trying to get clean. I've been lying here wishing I could sleep this off but I can't. Pain keeps me awake. It wants me to suffer. It won't stop until I've hit rock bottom. I just wanna get there already. Kill me now. Kill. Me. Now. Gotta keep my mind off shit. I have so much going for me. Vman never made me cry.