I'm starting to feel the effects of working this full on. I'm getting sick.
Jen Sato doesn't get sick.
Vman is away for the weekend. Off to the playground called Sydney with his playmates. Meanwhile, we're throwing a house party at Helen's on the Saturday night which will continue to Sunday arvo for a BBQ and beers, with a nice little nap in between. See her brothers out of town too. I'm crossing my fingers that I can get Sunday off. I need a day off!!
It's like you don't even have a boyfriend
Seeing helen is back from jwow I can continue my lifestyle of boosing and cockblocking. It's good to have you back. Fridays can be one better now.
Yesterday I bought a new pair of shoes. On wednesday my order comes in and I will purchase another pair. I cant keep track of my shoes. I am secretly proud. Actually, I'm publicly boastful. I make it seem like I dont want to buy the shoes, oh no, 8+ pairs in 9 days, but I love them all.
I bought 3 items of professional wear at Myer today. Weee more clothes to wear. I need to stop spending and start investing if I wanna be a millionare. Why must I splash out on dead end items. I may as well gamble as there is a chance of winning.
Hurricane Stone Chicago Size 6
Cue Dress for Kathy's birthday and a
Black blazer for me
The state of purgatory is torture. I dont like in betweeners or being in between. It's either black or white, yes or no, now or never. Black. Yes. Now. If you can't decide, flip a coin. Let the outcome be. At the moment I am light hearted. I can easily swing either way. Although one way is the better option in terms of the long run. The other option is a now, indulgent moment, thing. My conscious is non-existent and usually has no say on matters of the sort. However, my near future planning instincts are making me aware of the benefits of the previous option. It tells me to 'save myself. Keep your worth'. And you know what, thats a fucking good reason too. No more degrading myself by throwing my body against concrete walls.
My sleeping pattern is officially that of a 'normal' person's. Fall sleepy at 12am wake up nice and early at 8am. Tick Tick Tick. It's kinda good to see the sunshine.
