Daddy

I used to pity 'easy' girls - the girls that seem to endlessly jump from one guy to the next in a desperate and hopeless attempt to gain male approval and love. She'll do various things to impress or get attention from them. I theorised these girls lack the approval and love from a father figure at a young age. Either the father was absent or abusive. These girls subconsciously seek a father figure in the guys they hang out with. She needs a guy who will love, protect, care and support them since she was deprived of this as a child. And sometimes it doesn't stop with one guy. I used to pity them. But now i think i am one of those girls. Vince is a great boyfriend, and he loves me and everything I do but all I want is more love and support from a male counterpart. Perhaps if I had the love and approval from my dad then I wouldn't be searching for more all the time. I feel so down when I don't feel loved. Maybe that's why i dont go more than 2 weeks without a stable boyfriend. I can't stand to be alone. I need someone to be there for me always. Although sometimes i wish i was free from commitment. I want the good end of both sticks. I want everything. I guess i dont really know what I want. How can i feel complete?