Clearing my Mind

I don't sleep comfortably on my bed. It's a notable difference ever since i re-arranged my room the way i did. perhaps bad feng shui. last night i had a dream that one of my ex's sister pissed me off by cutting up my jeans. i wanted to kill her. i had a knife in my hands, and i swear to god i was doing a 'stabbing in the chest' motion in real life. i stabbed my pillow. i know i did.

so i moved my tables around. made more space to clear my mind. maybe now ill feel motiviated to start drawing.

i went wg's with mum. im pissed off because i went to the hair dressers today, they recommended that i buy this Kerastase product for my extremely damaged hair. it was gonna cost me $80+ dollars. and in Dubai, the hair dressers recommended that i buy the same product, except it was only gonna cost me $40 there. and i told him that was too expensive. argh!

anyways, i bought two Stella McCartney items today. a black bag, large, extremely light weight and collapsable, with gold studs for $19 down from $99. And a cream clutch with interesting Art Deco gold rimming also for $19 down from $69. the clutch is beautiful. i cant stop looking at it.

Black Stella McCartney Bag

$99 down to $19

Beautiful Stella McCartney Purse with Art Deco inspired gold edging $69 down to $19

i spent a fair long while in the library today collecting books of interest and inspiration. the books ranged from pattern/ornaments to DIY crafts to hanged prisoners in Australian prisons. I also borrowed 5 documentary DVDs on travel. i want to travel!!

it 2:07am. im gonna do sit ups instead of having a late night snack of salami. mmmm yum salami.